Screaming I awoke from my dream a twisted vision of mental treason why did I dream this?... I do not know I know you would never leave me without reason... So I sit here my heart crushed beneath panics merciless press as you sleep nearby oblivious to my personal hell... What could have caused it?...What fae wrought spell?... And so as the minutes tick languidly by you do sleep and I try to hold myself together and not emotionally die...
Fear rages through my blood my beast uncoils ready to wash all in a crimson flood... Fang descend a crying plea...never leave me please never leave me,you swore that would never come to be... You help me awaken from that dream time hell,hold me tight,whisper "I am here love all is well"... I hold fast to you drinking in your closeness like a thirsty man lost amidst dessert sands... Things are never as they seem oh God let me wake,let me have escaped the dream...	The witching fires of desires misery burn low...guttering as a fragile soul is dragged below... Another victim of the deadliest sin you dropped your guard,gave your heart,let someone in victim of hope but love isn't sorrow and pain... A sob torn plea from the pale please God please never let it happen again...help me... This is so insane to be hurt so deeply when you give love they return pain... Discarded like a empty can burned into your heart their cruelty like a brand... You no longer care will you go on? will you fall,will you stand?... I am always here and ever shall be been there myself now clearly I see you are never alone for with me you shall always have a home...always a friend in the darkness...
	Trapped within this darkness barred cell always chained here in this never ending hell... Cloying mist's of sulphuric sweetness sap my strength when will such perpetual agony be lifted from me?... I look unharmed but can anyone truly see what was done to me?... Why upon it does my heart do dwell? slowly becoming just a walking shell... NO! I will resist,you shall not claim me I will over come I shall break free... Blood stained fingers claw the clouds from my fragmented mind Broken lose what have I found illusion...or at last am I free